The place of the particular judgment


On several occasions Jesus took me to the place of particular judgment. The last time I went, I prayed for a sinning soul. My father confessor requested me to ask Jesus if that soul had been saved. Then Jesus allowed me to see how this soul had been judged.

I thought that I was going to see something spectacular, but I did not see anything of that nature. I can describe this experience only in images. I saw this soul approach the place of the judgment. To one side was the Guardian Angel, and to the other Satan. Jesus, in his divine Majesty was waiting for them, because He is the Judge. The judgment was made swiftly and silently. The soul could see in a moment all its life, not with its own eyes, but with the eyes of Jesus. It saw the black, great and small spots. If the soul goes to eternal condemnation, it does not feel any remorse for what it has done. Jesus remains quiet, and the soul is separated from Him, and then Satan snatches it and it drags it to hell.

Nevertheless, during most of the time, Jesus, with an indescribable love, extends his hand and shows the place where the soul must go. Jesus says to the soul: "Enter", and then the soul puts on a veil, similar to those I have seen in purgatory, white or black, and it goes to purgatory. The soul is accompanied by Our Lady and its Guardian Angel, seeking to con- sole it. These souls are very happy, because they already see their place in Heaven, where eternal happiness awaits them

Our Lady is not present in all the phases of the judgment, but before the sentence is pro- nounced, She begs her Son, like a defense counsel, exactly as the lawyer with his client does, defending in particular those souls that during their life were devoted to her. But when the judgment begins, She disappears; only her grace is radiating on the soul. At the hour of judgment, the soul is completely alone before Jesus. After the judgment, when the soul is covered with the veil of the appropriate color, then the Virgin appears again, she is put next to the soul, and she accompanies it on the way to purgatory.
The Virgin spends most of her time in purgatory, radiating her consoling and rescuing graces.

Purgatory is a place of purification, but also a place of happiness. The souls that hope there are waiting joyfully for the moment of entering eternal happiness. The emphasis is on hap- piness and not on suffering. I almost forgot to say that the sinner previously mentioned was saved.

I asked Jesus one day:

- What does our salvation depend on? And He replied to me:


- Salvation does not depend on today, yesterday or tomorrow, but on the last moment. For that reason you must repent constantly. You are saved because I have saved you, and not for your merits. Only the degree of the glory that you receive in eternity depends on your merits. Therefore, you must constantly practice two things: repentance for your sins and frequently saying: "Oh my Jesus, in your hands I entrust my soul."

One should not be scared of the judgment. Jesus, like a humble lamb, surrounds souls with an indescribable love. The soul that yearns to be clean arrives at the judgment to be able to be with the same Love, with whom it will be enamored eternally. However, the proud soul detests this Love, she herself avoids it, and this in itself is hell.

Once, supported on Jesus' shoulder, I cried asking him: - Why did you create hell?
In order to answer me, Jesus took me to the judgment of a very sinful soul, to whom its sins were pardoned. Satan was furious:

- You are not fair! - he shouted. - This soul was mine all its life! He committed many sins, whereas I committed only one, and You created hell for me.

- Lucifer! - Jesus with infinite love answered him -. Did you ever ask to be pardoned by Me?

Then Lucifer, besides himself, shouted:

- That never! That never will I do!


Then Jesus turned towards me, telling me:


- You have seen it, if he asked to be pardoned even once, hell would not exist.

It is for this reason that Jesus asks us to live in continuous conversion. We must meditate about everything that He suffered for our sins, so that we can attain salvation. We should love Him, in return for His deep love for us. "Each soul is a unique world", He said to me.

"One cannot replace the other". Jesus loves each soul with a special love, and that love is not the same love that He has for the others. 





SOR MARÍA NATALIA MAGDOLNA
THE VICTORIOUS QUEEN OF THE WORLD